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Monday, April 27, 2009

So.... Only one other person knows about it.
On a completely different note,
I'm paranoid about the world ending in twenty twelve.
I don't really know why
I always felt the world-ending predictions as spoofs
and turns out they are/were.
but... this one.. this one is eerily getting at me
and i've also noticed that i'm quite reverting back to how i was in high school years
swearing more
and quier-ing parties and stuff.
quier-ing meaning wanting, of course.
i've been longing to taste alcohol and become intoxicated with it.
for no particular reason.
things've been going quite well
except for work, that is
stupid work. work-place. work drama. work politics.
also, at work, i've been effing up on the uniform policy crap
as was in hs.
blue pants, not black shoes, etc. etc.
forgetting my tie.
i've been swearing more at work
and i've been expressing myself impolitely and more openly
and not more openly as in more  honestly
but more with disreguard to the consequences that may occur in my doingso
meh
i'm getting tired out
and i needa do hw


Monday, September 25, 2006

I spend too much time writing personal essays. &@home.

The Soundtrack to Your Life:
So, here's how it works:
Open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc).
Put it on shuffle.
Press play.
For every question type the song that's on.
When you go to a new question press the next button.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Opening Credits:
Time Is Running Out- Muse

Waking Up:
Sweating Bullets- Megadeth

Falling in Love:
Keep Away- Godsmack ...Nice.

Fight scene:
... And the Gods Made Love- Jimi Hendrix

Breaking up:
Shut Me Up- Mindless Self Indulgence

Getting back together:
Pour Some Sugar on Me- Def Leppard

Secret Love:
Real World- Matchbox Twenty

Life's okay:
Heh, Track 1- Unknown Artist

Mental breakdown:
Enemy- Static X

Driving:
Highway Song- System of a Down

Flashback:
Wish You Were Here- Pink Floyd

Partying:
Barely Legal- Strokes... heh

Happy dance:
96 Quite Bitter Beings- CKY [very happy]

Regretting:
Kielbasa- Tenacious D

Long night alone:
You Look Like Rain- Morphine

Death scene:
The Blessed Hellride- Black Label Society

Ending credits:
Countdown to Extinction- Megadeth

I thought it was a pretty amusing waste of time.


On to life. Life's okay. Despite the fact that quite possibly, if viewed or observed through another's eyes it is [indeed] falling apart limb by limb... it's pretty okay.



I'm contemplating pot-headism...


Aye, it's three AM and I've got a summer project to do.
Stupid missing so much school. It makes me lazy.







Sometimes my sentences are too long.
Sometimes, I should sleep.
Sometimes, maybe, I should go to school.
Walking's a bitch.


Friday, July 07, 2006

I HOPE YOUR DREAMS FAIL MISERABLY!

I mean... your dreams of nothing at all to happen... I hope you unlock yourself from your specially built cage... I hope you find yourself in spacious places you never observed before despite your earlier prescence in them. I hope you start walking with your head up. I really hope I get to see you in the future. All of you.




Saturday, June 24, 2006

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field
from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell...?

Did they get you to trade
your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air to a cool... breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
 a walk on part in the war,
for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground...
Have we found
the same old fears?
Wish you were here.
-pink floyd.


Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Things can fall out of bicycles. Yes. It's true.

There was this one time... ya know... when the day was counted in a backwards fashion... compared to today... you just wouldn't understand... centuries change things... the world and the little things... so anyway...


There was this one time... where this kid.... this really really pretty kid... threw away his innocence for a nickel... and this angered him... because he got a dime... instead of a nickel.




arizona tea. teen hostility. beers in shandy. kids with candy.






There's so much more to find and/or discover in life.

But maybe that can wait.






[just don't deteriorate]



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'what is real?' asks the dream.

Put the bullet in the barrell take the safety off
Keep shootin' at the devil in the moonlight
Put it all on black till your luck comes back
We're all waitin' for the end, what kind of finish will he send?
These hands made of splinters keep knockin' back the whiskey sours
We're all waitin' for the end, what kind of finish will he send?
These hands made of splinters keep knockin' back the whiskey sours
I've got a few more days to go and I've got another crust of bread somewhere holed up waiting in this
Is this what's left of the house?
Fill the lamp up with kerosene and toss the rest in the hall
Just coat the walls and strike the cigarette when you hear them coming
We'll pray for them and stay with them till the poor little bastards die hand in hand
We'll never forget them when they're gone
So keep the girls inside of the little church with their bruised knees on the pews.
We're all waitin' for the end, what kind of finish will he send?
We're all waitin' for the end, what kind of finish will he send?